Life...wat's life?

Hi! i'm back... well... it seems tat quite a time tat i didn't updated my blog. 1st, lazy as usual. 2nd, not enuf time, all da time seems fly away frm me. masa cemburukan saya... haih. busy wiith studies as usual, lucky tis week exam finished, bt da result dun dare to speak or even talk bout it since tis is my 1st time exam for form6. What i wanna talk bout... well i, myself also not sure wat i wanna talk about. Tis year seems lk dull... or moodless. Everything turn to black & white in my reality world. argh... sux. Wat a life to live. I'm confuse bout myself, my future, and my feelings. It seems that all of it fade away like it was taken away frm me. I'm not sure if this is the stress that i'm facing for my form 6 life or maybe study life or maybe other factor tat was affecting me. Da tension tat i'm having sumtimes are unbareable. Trying to ignore it, bt it is way too hard to ignore it coz it juz keeps coming into me like fire. Sumtimes i juz make myself busy to avoid such tension lk studying, gaming, playing guitar and all tat. I really wish to scream it out loud or throw it onto something or someone. Parents maybe? no way. Dun wanna make them wry bout it. Friends? nah... too busy on their studies. Dun make them busy over something tat was not important. It seems lk my world are fading away and away, far far away frm me. All things turn upside down, luck began to fade, colors of my life begin to turn black & white, my heart and emotions are getting empty. Oh God. wat am i gonna do bout tat. Sum ppl say tat's life and have to live with it. Bt it seems tat tis kinda thing is too hard for me to overcome it without any help. Hope i didn't get crazy over it. O.o

But still, there are still sum frenz tat are supporting me, such as Thong, Sagu, Peng, kelly and Mei li. as for my new frenz tat i knw, Jie huei, Sek wen, Shu yin, sheue Lee, Li jing, K.P Chew, Wai kit, Poh yuan, Wong, and many more. They indeed make life easier of coz. By their laughter, jokes, funs. hahaha. Bt still... something important are missing... I'm nt sure wat tat is, bt it sure makes me uncomfotable with it. Love perhaps? maybe. Studies? likely. My future? Alawys think bout tat every single second of my life, cnt even escape frm my mind. Wat's bothering me by da way... haih. life's too complicated sumtimes. I use to cheer up when ever i listen to music... bt tis time. Nothing seems to be working... wat da hell...

Maybe i'm over-stressing my self...still, i'm not sure wat i stressed bout. Man... i need a vacation... a place where i can escape frm tis 'Hell' tat's been bothering my life for da whole year. I seriously need a vacation... Can anyone tell me where to go? I sure need sum help by now. haha.....

P.S: I'm a human, with feelings, with heart tat is beating non-stop till i dead and not a robot tat feeds on oil and runs by machine...

I'm Back

Arlo and hi again! haha.. well... looks like it has been a long time since i re-editing my acc. kinda busy lately... not to mention... LAZY...

well... i've ntg to write actually... other than schools, friends, and music... pretty much ntg to bother bout other than these.

well, i gonna start with da latest event. PARty!!

at saturday,time, 8.30pm. there's a party in one of da largest, grandest, nicest, insanity cool-looking houses ever in whole mtk. da venue, is... secret. haha! actually, not a secret anymore to those who had been there. well, da party is actually one of my friends reunion party. his name is rui yang, a non-malaysia guy. O.o well, 1st at tat party, frankly speaking i was kinda nervous... coz i was in an unfamiliar places><>

well, all my frenz was there. And it is very fun to knw everybody was there. there was elson, chew, dumbo, ah toi, peter, seelan, soo wen, soo wei, sek wen, fiona, jie huei(a.k.a Lychee kang), kelly, ee peng, me, and most of all, rui yang! da main character.

oh yea, b4 i 4get, there is a doggie name "april". tat dog is so cute untl everybody wanna 'molest' it. zzz... pity da doggie. haha!

oh yea, 1 more thing... da funniest part of all. da wash room... =.=''

unfortunate, da architecture is tooo complicated.. tat sum of us (kelly & ee peng) dunno how to open da pipe...(including me) -.-

1st, kelly go to try and open da pipe by pulling a stick beside da wall and tak jadi. -.- next, come seelan da savior~ he go to pull out da torties! O.o well... and da torties almost fall... hahaha. and lastly... comes an uncle [which i think is da owner of da house.. if i'm correct...] tell us tat to open da pipe, juz turn da knob beside da sink... swt... how come we didn't notice da small little knob there... =.=!! arghh! so pai seh aaaa~ ish... stupid complicated architecture... grrrr!

ok. skip da eating part. lets go to da part where ee peng gets drunk. tat girl girl pura pura pandai dan tunjuk kuat. mana tau minum 1 gelas of wain saja, sudah mula mabuk. -.- muka merah-merah macam kena tampar, badan panas-panas macam kena H1N1, dan otak pula slow reaction macam kura-kura. aduhai... tat time i really pray to God tat she can woke up from her mabuk state... coz SHE'S BRINGING ME BACK HOME!!! and i sayang my life~ dun wanna see hell so fast nia... ><>

next, is da karaoke part. Tis is da most fun part! we are singing 2gether in a room, getting high and high... except for sum ppl. lol... we were singing and sum of us even dancing! chew was moon-walking! cool... hahaha! we sing quite a song tat time... such as "paint my love- michael learns to rock", "it's my life- Bon Jovi", "fergilicious- fergie"(dunno how to spell it la!), "beat it- michael Jackson", sum Mayday's songs, and "truly madly deeply- savage gardens". we singing and singing and singing till my throat hurts...-.- extreme? maybe not. haha! lucky me, i still had my voice on da next day.

well, here's the end of it. haha! wish tat i've got time to resume writting da blog. not enuf time and finger are too lazy to type... haha. till we meet again! sayo-nara!